Feelings

2009-09-09T00:15:00.005+08:00

Dear Diary

I went out on monday night with my classmateys to watch G-Force..OMG!!!! the guinea pigs are ULTRA cute!!! =3...かわいいいい!!!. Before that, Stella,Jon n me ate at Pepper Lunch. My first time eating at any outlet..YUM~大好きだよ!!!...wanna go eat there again~ this is the first time i met up with them for a movie..the first time was with audrey and kee wei.lol...this time it's with ben,jon,audrey and stella.すばらしいなあ..had a swell time with them..=D

Also, I can't wait for lavina to come back from Korea..really enjoy her company during the group project.=)..and I REALLY HOPE that she manages to help me buy SS501 CDs..will really be grateful and in her debt if she DOES help me buy...WHEEeeeee!!!~

wanna share smthg too!!! OMG!! ROFL!!! it's a parody of Brown Eyed Girls 'Abracadabra' done by 2am & 2pm members..absolutely hilarious!!! :

Signing off for now,

'cause i'm getting tired..haha

<3 God

<3 SS501

<3 2pm + JoKwon(2am)

Btw, the new music playlist is from the new SS501 CD 'U R Man' i bought recently..i like 'The One' and 'I Am'~<3

BLISS!!~~

2009-08-20T12:12:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

I'm so happy with this week...why? Becoz:

1.Bought SS501 CD:U R Man
2.Went to the Toy/CosCon at Suntec=> saw Jeremy in his cosplay outfit..COOL~
3.Pre-advance Japanese Class started on the same day..stressful though
4.Hung out with some of my favourite classmates for group project then dinner at Pastamania and ice cream at Udders..YUM~
5.RACHEL CAME BACK AFTER 3 MONTHS IN US!!!!! おかえり!!
6.This saturday going to the Japanese Summer Festival-夏祭り..thanks to Jeremy
7.This Sunday going karaoke with my Bunka classamtes.haha.hope I can sing the songs.bleh

7 things to be happy and thankful for!!~~
Reminds me of this song I learnt back in PL:

7 times a day I will praise You,
I will praise You 7 times a day,
It's a joy to Your Ear whenever You hear,
I will praise You 7 times a day.

1 for my family,
2 for my friends,
3 for Your mercies that never end.
4 for the stars that shine by night,
5 coz I glad and I know You're alive!
6 for the food You give us each day,
7 for Your Heaven coz I'm heading that way!

7 times a day I will praise You,
I will praise You 7 times a day,
It's a joy to Your Ear whenever You hear,
I will praise You 7 times a day.

<3

ohya..i wrote this at 12.12pm..hintz:12/12.=P

FUN & HIGH!!!

2009-07-13T00:55:00.003+08:00

Hey Diary,

I've finally updated you!!! WOOTS!!!

today was a busy evening.had Japanese class from 5.15pm to 8.30pm..then had to rush all the way to sembawang for Audrey's 21st birthday.$15 cab fare.CRAZY man..then after that,hung out with Bens,Kiwi,Zul,Van,Stella at Macs...weird crazy funny crowd..took lotsa unglam photos.can be viewed on facebook.wahahaha...really cool cos audrey bought Udders' Rum&Raisin ice cream...it's just so HEAVENLY!!!...Mmmmmm!!!~~~.too bad kiwi can't stand rum OR raisins..sigh..what a heavenly combination~

Audrey-san: お誕生日おめでっとございます！！！！

Ohya,Ben's new middle name: Confidence.given by Zul? or Kiwi?

Jap class today was the 2nd last lesson in the Intermediate series 1-4.*phew* after 8 months of lesson.Next sunday would be my final Japanese exam..YIKES!..didn't know sensei was so sentimental and talented.he can not only sing,play the harmonica,but the guitar too.he sang 2 songs and dedicated it to the whole class.haha.also took class photo today.that's why I wore so nice and white today.hahaha..also for Audrey's birthday party lah.teehee.one secret as to why we had to wear white at her party:about a week ago,she called me and asked what colour top i would be wearing to her party and I said white.LOL.that's why....sorry guys!(&gals)...in case anyone of you'all are reading this...hahahahaha...yes,it's my fault you'all had to wear white too...=P

OHYA!!!! SS501's concert is gonna be held in Singapore in December..WOOTS!!! Fall on my birthday please!!!!..oh wait..what if I want to celebrate my birthday then too??..Decisions,decisions...

<3 SS501
<3 Park JungMin
<3 Weird Crazy Friends
<3 God.=)

KS-ness

2009-06-10T15:30:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

yesterday was the day my family embodied a true-blue Singaporean family of KS-ness:Kiasu,Kiasee and Kiasimi......all because the water pipe in the estate burst and all my family members were at home whereas the neighbours were at work.....so we really brought pails out to collect water from a PUB truck...yeeeeesssshhhh....really A LOT of water and pails...hahahaha...can't believe my dad and brother used a big pail of water just to wash their faces and brush their teeth while i can bathe using less than a big pail of water.....*faints*....brothers and fathers...YIKES

went to Malaysia again...city square and Jusco..lol....nothing else to say about that..just don't go to the hong kong cafe in Jusco..it's reeeeeealllly bad..

talking about my book-writing.i'm kinda glad..i've got a writer's block on the first one.so i've decided to start off with another while i try to find my inspiration for the first one again.=D.heard that SS501's going to hongkong on July 1st...URGH..come to SINGAPORE leh!!!!!!!!

btw, am i too much in thinking that i shouldn't go camp not beacuse of my exams but rather it's a punishment i'm bringing down on myself for my horrible results in my previous modules?..=(...really need to do some self-reflection....

LOL
<3 SS501
<3 God

嬉しいのに、心配。。。

2009-05-16T23:29:00.002+08:00

気をつけて。

これはレイちゃんの手紙に書いた。今すごくほんとに心配する。思わないほうがいい。もう～！

今日教会へ行った。それでは、ハンスカフェでジョンニさんの誕生日を祝った。誕生日のケーキがほんとにおいしいだよ！ケーキはチョコレートアイスクリームケーキ。ケーキを買った人はエッビさん。ジョンニさんがケーキを驚かした。感触だ。

明日の朝リネットちゃんと車で空港へ行く。レイちゃんがアメリカーへ行くから、僕たちは絶対行く。三月間なのに、僕たちがレイちゃんにいなくなって寂しく思う。早く帰ってね！じゃ、きをつけてね！

SS五丸一（SS501)　愛してる！！！

BLISS!!!~~

2009-04-26T14:53:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

REALLY HAPPY AND BLISSFUL TODAY!!!

haha...why?...he smiled at me today.XD..who?....just a 'he'.=P.actually we smiled at each other.not once but twice!...haa~.was waiting outside the church office for P.Edwin when i saw him.he kept walking in and out of the church office.looks good in a blazer.wanna see him more often though.bleh.hahahaha.oh my,i sound like some lovestruck teenage girl!!! EWWW!!!

Btw,i'm officially an SP from today onwards.Yoroshiku onegai shimasu...=D

BLEH! Jap mid-term test later....HELP!!!

Oh well,signing off for now!

HEE!!!~~<3 Love Love Love

Because I Am Stupid....

2009-04-24T10:05:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

my sleeping pattern is really weird these few days.must be because i've been watching videos late into the night...haa~...

i'm really sad that i haven't been continuously writing my book.it's becoming a really bad habit to not write..partially because i've been getting distracted by other stuff like the videos i've been watching..mysoju is really a good website to watch dramas n movies..but it's fast becoming and addictive website too.so is mousehunt on facebook.(btw,was he talking to me via the wall post? or was it for someone else?) Well,i'll never know unless i ask him or he tells me or we talk.which we'll never do unless some opportunity arises.=S.the only time we talked was because of church camp and we were sitting at the same table because of my uncle......bleeeeaah...he seems nice,funny and sweet..but i'll never know more than that about him..*sigh*

oh well,....CONCENTRATE and FINISH the task(race) set before me...there's no sense in doing half-hearted jobs and doing stuff unfinished.So i need to really FOCUS on waht i'm doing and writing.anyways, Hippo's birthday was yesterday. Went out for a while with her and rachel...tomorrow's the actual celebration though...LOL.went HMV yesterday..why is SS501's album so expensive??? DOSHITE???? OTOKE??? it's like $69.00 for one album!!!???...and they have quite a few....*sniff*

I MUST GO KOREA!!!!!
ARRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally...

2009-04-06T22:49:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

i finally had the mood to write here again.

i feel like i've been relieved of half my burden in the past 2 weeks.first my japanese test,then my module final exam,getting stressed on whether i should make contact lens,helping net with her homework,Easter rehearsals,going to start work for my Dad,staying in contact with Dana....

so now i'm on my Intermediate 3 Japanese class.good.
exam over and done, with my next module is to start tomorrow.good.
decided not to make contact lens.yet.eyes are precious,my mum keeps reminding me that....somewhat good.
helped net do her mach bands webpage.done.good.
Easter's around the corner.going to concentrate and give my 100% for the Lord.VERY GOOD.
not sure when my dad wants me to start..does that mean i have to wear formally? or wake up at 8am?...i don't like that.VERY BAD.
i haven't contacted Dana in over a week...did i scare her away?..VERY BAD...

as for the progress of my book,there's lots of catching up to do...EVEN WORSE..

anyway,it's good that i'm typing all these out..at least i'm getting it all out in front of my eyes to read and take note,ya?...a way to prioritise my stuff..that's good...but i've seemed to almost lose sight of what's really important to me from the stressful past weeks.haha..thanks for the reminder.=)

Love SS501.

Love God even more.It's time i returned home...

What else to do?

2009-03-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

Sweet Dear,

it's me again.Guess what?!..i've finally picked up my pen.it's hard to continue after many days of not writing.i'm glad and thankful to the Lord for his kindness and grace...i was writing and reading whatever i was writing at the same time..so i managed to edit concurrently...it sound really good..yeah.=D...really happy despite the crazy sunday that i'll be having in 2 days time....tomorrow will be dedicated to studying my japanese for the test on sunday.then if i have time,to practice my easter songs.XD...and to continue writing.=)
I'm really thankful tonight.

Thank you again and again,Lord.

Love you.

New blog..new filling..

2009-03-18T15:33:00.000+08:00

My Dear,

it seems that writing is harder than it looks..i have got the idea and all...but putting it out into words is really difficult..particularly so because i keep getting distracted.why?...yes,they are my goal.but it still seems so far away...so does the tentative korea trip...oh Lord God,please grant me the favour to go...even though it's on the pretext to enjoy ourselves in celebration of our 21st birthdays,i REALLY want to go there and check out the place...i want to make it seem as realistic as possible even though someone told me that it is my story...i can make it and make up anything i want...i feel really stressed now...not only do i have a japanese test this sunday,my module's exam on 2nd april,a book to write,Easter practices to go to,jobs to look for,...i also have more responsibilities being entrusted to me not only at home but in cell as well..and yet i keep dreaming about him...

Lord,please grant me clarity of mind and strength.